Door.
Shut. Cold.
Croaking a pessimistic song.
Closed until I am permitted.
All opportunities are gone.
All is cut off.
All is shut out.
I am shut out.
I am cut off.
I am left.
I am wondering.
I am wandering.
I am waiting.
I am unsure.
I am shutting down.
My heart drops.
My hope drops.
I am waiting.
Scratch. Itch. Shake. Shiver. Sweat. Nausea.
Wrong.
It’s all wrong.
Out. Alone. Stranded. Waiting.
Alone.
Building of full voices and life.
Alone.
Knock? Proceed? Wait?
I am waiting.
Out. Alone. Stranded. Waiting.